| | If you're a loser-ish hater to the stupid mood I am in when I write in this xanga, go to next post and SKIP this one cause I'll just delete your freakin "hate comment" .
School started today and I took a shit load of pictures that didn't even turn out. I hate my digi cam ... Noteh;
I can't be bothered updating the entry below so I'll say here that I
didn't delete those comment things cause I started writing here to make
my bordom go away. I didn't get away with black nailpolish at school. Aww, poo.
I asked two of my friends from school to get xanga because my real life
friends aren't into blogging too much. makes me feel lonely, so I ask
my friends online to get one and most of them don't even update it if
they get one. so.. I search xangas for friends. I'm all for new
friends, even though they probably don't give a flying *bad word* bout
meh. unloved.. oh well, the people who i talk to on here etc, i e-luff
you whether i get luff back or not. =)
in graphics.. i made a britney spears CD cover and back cover.. and it
turned out VERY nice. I'm getting my friend Jess to burn britney songs
onto a disc from a CD she has and I'm putting the disc in the uber
awesome, PERSONALIZED CD case. <33 I want to see white noise with niki and astrid.  <3 Kazz, nothing else to say. My neck hurts.. [EDIT] I wanted my hair kinda like this...
(That is Rose) ...But
I didn't know how I wanted it. I wanted an "emo thing like haircut" and
a lil while ago I decided on the hair color I wanted.. (out of
black/blue/pinkWblack[orsomething]/blonde) I chose blonde. I can be a
real dumb blonde mentally anyway.. so the "dumb blonde" thing'll fit me
then.. oh well. no longer a crunchie. [/EDIT]
{{Sappiness::: (I wrote this on my myspace when I felt like shit and
needed something to do to get my mind off of the sadness, and it worked)
Like 5 minutes ago my nanna got all angry and was like 'GET OFF THAT
COMPUTER NOW AND EAT!' and I'm like.. 'I feel sick, I don't feel like
eating..' and she kept yelling then she was like whining and crying-ish
and then she was like 'you always do this! you can go live with your
mother I've had enough! You got it good here don'tcha, when I buy
things for you!' and.. here I am, being forced to stay with my
legal guardian til I'm like 16. Which is september next year. Then my
GRANDAD comes out and was all 'why don't you fucking grow up?' to me,
when my nanna was the one stressing herself and crying and shit, like a
little baby. I was like 'WHAT THE HELL?!?!?!' and he was like 'if you
don't understand that then you're not very fucking intelligent, are
ya?' and I was like "what, and you are!?" Old bastards are gonna drive themselves insane, unless I kill them first. I really feel like shit when I'm around them.
I was SO happy at school today. And I was happy when I got home too.
Happier than I have been since school finished for the term 2 weeks ago. So, whoever thinks it isn't my family that makes me this way is just fucked. It's them. Ohh, now I'm crying. I miss my friends already.. And I only got home from school and seeing them 2 and a half hours ago.. *sobs* Sorry, I sound whiney now.. I'll leave it there..}} Oh look, Luke signed for me. Isn't that sweet?
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